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2004-11-20T00:12:00.000-08:00

lifes good. onl cus thnxgivings coming up. I miss all my family. I don't like working. I would like to win the lottery, stay in school forever and learn every art. and be crafty and cook. I love mukluks. I wish andrew would just do what's right for the next year and a half. then the next 15 years would be awesome for him. I feel like Bohemia is on its way soon. I had a cuervo shot and I am drunk. I could be a btter paris hilton and jessica simpson, etc...but I am asian and I like to work hard. I need to hang with my friends soon. I saw bridget jones with stacey & she was crying. I love that she laughs so hard she cries. I tried hashish...nothin special.

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2004-11-08T19:04:00.000-08:00

saw alfie. jude law is hot but I love gabriel. really hope I get approved for this new apt I found in the east village. I waited on salma hayek whose date tipped $5 on $56. I like working sundays. its the least crowded & I make the most $. gonna try to sell stuff tonight. I have so much stuff!!! want to have a savings not all of these belongings! I would love a cool wardrobe though. I am proud that gabriel got a law firm offer and the deans fellowship. I am a democrat now from living in nyc and am proud that he cares and is passionate about doing some kind of public service. but the selfish republican in me wants those materialistic niceties before being generous. I've met so many cool people waitressing. im glad I've taken this time off. I really am.

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2004-08-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

I am lying in bed with my treo. I need to sleep.

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2004-08-02T12:59:00.000-07:00

I Am at livejournal.com/chauphan615 now - gonna try that out

2004-07-25T18:24:00.000-07:00

bad day at work - barely made any money. did a weird kundalini yoga class. i start at hue tomorrow. yummy vietnamese food - can't go wrong there. gabriel's back in 2 weeks! i miss my family. i feel bad leaving jasminh alone so much. she loves me the most - she is such a beautiful creature - humans can lean a lot about love and companionship from canines. every time i look at magazines i want to never eat, but then i go home and eat lots. i had a pint of tastidlite and some cheetos, a plum, and a salad today. gotta #2!

2004-07-24T12:55:00.000-07:00

Just tried C2 - not bad - not great. I think I will stick to diet for whenever I have soda which is not that often. I love munchies so much. I just bought a chocolate bar, cherries and plums. I got an email from the director of this low-budget feature; I hope I get a role in the movie. I should know in the next couple of days. I work tonight at 6; it's been rainy so I hope I can still make decent tips tonight and tomorrow and for the rest of the week for that matter. EPA Bare auditions Tues/Wed - hopefully I can get in Tues. I am thinking of singing I Drove All Night, Come To Your Senses, or I Don't Know How To Love Him, but I need to get sheet music from the library or Colonial. I need to write more...when I amback in my apartment and have my own space and equipment I plan to really crack down and write like a fiend.

Did pilates this morning bc I was sore from kickboxing 3 days in a row. I end up watching the stupid Stimpsons on MTV since that's all that's on....where has media and art in our society gone?!?!?!? Craziness.

2004-07-23T20:25:00.000-07:00

I'm back! Forgot about this for awhile until Amit reminded me. He is seeing the Bourne Supremacy right now. So let's see....I went toVietnam and had a great time, then was depressed because the movie got pushed back and I was let homeless since I subletted my place and jobless. But now things are shaping up. Amit has been the most amazing friend ever and Jasminh and I have been crashing in the living room of his awesome pad. I get my apartment back on my mom's birthday next week, I got a serving job at Lemon and am looking into serving at Hue as well. Dean-Anthony called me today (he's the writer/producer/actor in Bohemia the movie and producer/director/writer of the stage Bohemia), and I am glad to be updated. I still believe in the project and he says mid-August is when I go to LA...hope that is the case, but I am not putting my money on that. AND Gabriel is back in 16 days - that will be nice although I plan to be working a lot. Mostly what's on my mind are hoping to have enough money for my expenses and debt, trying to lose my bodyfat, and hoping that Kerry wins.

I like cocktailing so far...it's the way to get me out to lounges. I get to socialize and make money for it - it's definitely do-able for me because I know that I am a doctor and have the option of a medical career when I want it. I need to get some good auditions soon. I need to perform. I am meeting up with this producer from the Hit Factor and hope we will get some good songs together. So that's that. More to come!

2004-05-05T20:15:00.000-07:00

So tired. But I'm addicted to gadgets so I'm playing with them while watching George voted off. He doesn't really have star quality, but he's good.

I saw 13 Going On 30. Enjoyed it, but ate too much popcorn. I need to abstain from blue icees.

2004-05-03T15:06:00.000-07:00

I love kickboxing. I like sweating and being sore.

I'm very frustrated to not have the contracts yet...it makes me uneasy and uncertain because of all the 'bewares' you hear regarding this business. I have faith in it all, but all you that know me, know that I like to have my schedules way in advance and am a big 'planner'. Organization , structure, professionalism, communication and consideration are all important to me. I loathe empty promises and those that talk fluff and BS all day. I respect those that lead by example and speak with their actions!!!! All of my failed girl groups were because of just that...and medical school had SO much of that. I'm so close to being a doctor!!! YAY!!!!!!

2004-05-02T22:15:00.000-07:00

Aaaaarrggghhhhhh! I'm nervous about finding caretakers for Jasminh from May 11-30th. Anyone want to? She's very sweet and easy, I swear.

I hope Gabriel is sleeping well and will do well on his Contracts exam tomorrow.

2004-05-02T14:31:00.000-07:00

I'm new to this blog thing. Maybe it will be fun. Maybe it will be another way to spend way too much time online. Will anyone read this? Maybe not. and it will be therapeutic for me. I'm cleaning out my closet. I'm packing for what will be a new life. Hopefully better. Seeing Vietnam. Leaving NYC for a little while. Being in a movie. The possibilities excite and frighten me. I hope I don't regret leaving medicine.